Friday, May 25, 2007
i don't know wheater will yoo be able to see this post i write it , this is after a aruge we had when yoo hang the phone , and i was'nt able to all yoo , yoo know i wanted to yoo , yoo something , i wanted to say , i'm sorry for my past i know i use to treart yoo how, i know i say awful word last time , when i was with the who , i know i lie before but now i did'nt , and i never even thing of using yoo all this if i was i would'nt have call yoo all this , ya i know till now yoo don't trust me at all yoo still think of something bad about me , i donno how to make yoo trust m again , but if this is what yoo thing i can, say nothing else , yoo did'nt know how i feel , how worry i am yoo just thought everything your way , did yoo even try ti understand my feeling my thought ,
when yoo aruge with your parnent my did'nt yoo call your bf and call mi and show mi atttude , why did i still help yoo talk to the who , cause i love yoo and care for yoo , but yoo treat me as what , i never thought of all this did'nt thought yoo would do this , so now yoo thinking i using yoo , what for i nneed to use yoo , forget it when yoo show me attuide i never even what , when yoo were sad all this i never even what i try my best to cheer yoo up , when yoo were stress i try way to help yoo , and yoo call this using yoo , wow good i got use by yoo than yoo say i use yoo ,
yoo can forget about me going in all this cause yoo need not worry ,or what anymore , yoo don't need to like think about it ,cause i go in is me not yoo , ya yoo were right when i go in yoo with me also no use ya . if this call love i got nothing to say
but think for yyourself first , who was thee for yoo this few day , i was , did i turn agaisnt yoo and walk away no i did , i let yoo vent your anger at me , and i help to think about how to rest yoo from yoo stress and yoo think i am using yoo ,how could this happen to me , when i love yoo and wanne give yoo happiness , that when yoo think i using yoo ,
so 10 days meant nothing ya yoo nneed not spent it with me i rather be alone and die alone , already cause when i try to change yoo think i using yoo , when i love yoo ,yoo think i use yoo , like that i rather be alone in that case , i rather be single , if i even not go in i allso will not ubtil thing gotr solve than we say
i now did everything cause i love yoo , but yoo think that i wanne use yoo , yoo're wrong yoo don't trust me i got nothing to say cause of last time , but if there ain't trust between each other there wpn't be love or what anymore and there won't be a new begin .
think for yourself first , everyone got say lie but they change k, and if yoo think for yourself only there won't be happiness yoo know ma i been thinking about yoo onlly and worry about yoo , but yoo never seen to worry or think about me , do yoo think yoo are the only oerson that stress yoo are wring yoo think i have no stress , yoo think leaving 10 day ain't stress ma all this study all this , nvm just forget about ,
i was wrong i thought we could be together once more but yoo show me that we can't cause there no trust , care and yoo did'nt even thhink for mi doing something ,
let me say i can choice not to stay all tis yoo noe ma, but cause yoo last time make me think we can betogether once more that why i stay but now yoo making it belive the wrong person , yoo are right i go in also not your problem anymore i die or what need not yoo to care ,i was wrong to put in all my heart agaib for yoo i was wrong to fall deeper in love with yoo when yoo did'nt at all , i was wrong thought i couldr epay my mistake and change idid everything cause one three simple word i love yoo , with all my heart my love for yoo my pure than even before ,yoo make me belive the wrong person yoo did'nt wanne us to be togetheer obce more
warp speed COLLISION at
8:53 AM
i don't know it this bring us nearly or bring us fruther apart, i donno yoo since to treat me differently for the past yoo treat me , yoo since to don't trust me all this , it hard to say , i miss the old yoo how yoo treat me , ya maybe yoo are right when yoo say those words last night ,
yoo got a stead now ya and i don't wanne to be any thrid party or wat , i
don't wish to stop yoo being with your love one any more the who is right , this is your personnal thing i should'nt stop yoo or what , i being thinking all day about this , and i think is your choice to be with him , and maybe yoo love him but yoo don't wish tell mi or what , so i think this may be the best way after all , if i give yoo time to decicde it all to yourself girl , i won't force yoo to be with me or not be with him or anyone cause in the end this is your life your happiness , i don't want to broke yoo up with him if yoo truly love him , i'll wish yoo all the best for yoo and him , no matter what this is your life so choice it well , who yoo wanne to be with , maybe ,last time i used to treat yoo that badly maybe i don't desevre another chance after all , i know thing have change during this time i wonder can see and feel it , so many thing happen during the time we aruge , and now i stupid enough to think yoo love me , when i did'nt even know is it true or not , i here right now trying to ask for one more chance to be with yoo but , maybe i came back too late when yoo alraedy got a new staed , and it going to be one month soon , so maybe now i already been treat as a thrid party already wish i don't wish to be , think wheater yoo are happy with him i not sure cause yoo did thing that i and yoo nv did , and yoo were right maybe i still don't understand yoo all this , but no matter what i try to do it all for yoo , maybe i should'nt be here too to think what i did and how i treat yoo , i donno , maybe i don't deserve another chance.
no matter who yoo are with as long yoo are happy that will do .
I love the way it feels when you touch my hand
Don't wanna let you go
I love the way you say that I am your man
Don't understand why we can't go on and go on
Don't understand why
You don't belong in my arms
Ohh
And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight
Would you come back to me
And even if I walked on the water
Would you come out to sea
Now I can't spend my life standing by
Cause even when I miss you
You're still not missing me
It's funny how my heart just won't let it go
I just don't understand
It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow
The memories of you here with me by my side
I can't deny that you are the love of my life
warp speed COLLISION at
4:28 AM
Monday, May 21, 2007
So now everything is in a mess , rmb tis song u send mi , i kept on listening to it , i donno how yoo feel and weat im your mind but to mi , i don't wish for tis anymore , i don't want to hold back yoo , for everything ,
everything since be like revenge , how i treat yoo last time , yoo treating mi back ma , when i with my ex(bibi) ya tis happen to yoo , but now it happen to e when yoo got a stead now, rmb why we argue over last time thing , ya cause yoo say won't give me freedom and alot of attuide , but wat it over it is ( has it really over ?), now i ran away for school just for u ,it report on my probation but no choice wat has been done been done , so after all i going inside hostel soon , on the 8 june it so fast ya maybe yoo with mi also won't have happiniess anymore cause i won't have freedom anymore i a bad boy ya i really 'm everyone say tat , k but wat has been done has been done , i nv tot i would fight again after court session yet i fought so many time and got injury num of time , but it all nothing , the most important thing was yoo* , i nv tot i wou;d fall for yoo* again but yoo* let mi fall for yoo again , when ever i was about to forget yoo , yoo since to come back even tat time yoo say yoo won't contact mi after tat , yet how many time yoo contact mi , even infornt of your staed yoo say yoo won't contact mi but now it a lie it not fair for mi , i treat like a show yoo always did tis to mi , ah pong last time now him , when ever yoo got trouble i rush down , when ever yoo sad yoo give mi a cal and i came down no matter where i'm ever i was having lunch with my whole family , or when ever there soka without fail i came down , all the ay down even i have no money or time i still rush down , even on tis sunday yoo just cal and i came down without fail and yoo got trouble i nv turn down on yoo , and i even got my boss to come down to help yoo , and now tis is how i get in return by yoo going out with your stead leaving mi alone , with sadness all over my mind , is it fair for mi ma ??? i don't care yoo say we are over yet are yoo able to accpet tis ??? i donno but i'm not able to accpet tis , your stead wanted yoo to say sorry and keen down and say it but it was i who say no , for tis few day i being giving yoo time but now yoo still choose to lie to mi , is it fair for mi ma , if yoo think is fair for yoo ya , i got nothing to say , i got my boss my brother cum down just to help yoo over to help yoo without fail when yoo got a stead i was'nt suppose to heelp yoo de , yo noe ma ??
i was scolded by them say by them but i nv even wat now yoo doing tis to mi again and agian , i wish i was'nt here now if that time i go inside eveything would have been over trying here to study hard just to keep your promise last time to pass my 'n' level just for yoo , but i don't see a way for studying now , or to be here if ain't for yoo nvm, can yoo stop running away and lying to mi , treating mi like a fool , can yoo just tel mi will yoo give us bith a chance or not ???
Elliott Yamin / Wait For You
[Verse 1]
I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldnt give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?
[Bridge]
So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you wanted to be
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Verse 2]
It's been a long time since you called me
(How could you forget about me)
You got me feeling crazy (crazy)
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
[Bridge]
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
[Chorus]
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
[Bridge]
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afriad of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
Thats not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
[Chorus]
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just aint true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
I'll Be Waiting.
warp speed COLLISION at
10:45 PM
Thursday, March 29, 2007
Beneath a veil so cold,
You deeply sleep, all alone
The melody of prayer; on the lonely fields,
a little light shined
I had a dream of you
You were laughing like a child
So dear, and yet so far -
That is the promise of our future
That one day, on a green morning,
One day, we will make it there
Because in this wintered sky
We still believe
Fields of hope
On the day we were born, we were embraced
And now we search for those gentle hands again
The melody of prayer; one vanishes;
And all begins again; a powerless, painful continuation
One day, to that green morning,
We'll cross through all these nights
Because that is the place each one of us searches for
Now, within my own heart,
I want to keep you warm
So dear, and yet so far -
so fcuking wat now if tis is how yoo now wanne treat me than go ahead i won't care ,
so sick of your attuide , i won't brother or care , from now your life is not my problem , yoo like going out at night go agead , i won't brother , or care , so wat i used to soft heart to yoo , but now my heart for yoo is fcuking hard,
go out with who ever yoo wanne to cost from , now on i won't care even abit of wat happen to yoo , it is'nt my problem , now yoo can just forget about our past ,cause something , come till tis part , and we both don't wanne give one anyother step , so tat it ,
io can do nothing but justr say sorry tat all for now,
follow your hearty , is wat in yoo wanne go for it cause it your life ,
listen to your heart , follow wat yoo wanne
warp speed COLLISION at
6:46 AM
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
it all about tattoo now , can't go back to class, been sitting there for a few days le , no hope , there since to be like wat , going tot tis cause at that point nv think so much, now it too late so , maybe , i 'll be re drawing from school,
two more day to courst , so i guess got to prepare myself for wat going to happen soon ,
we been
warp speed COLLISION at
7:20 AM
Wednesday, March 21, 2007
tHere this thing now stuck in my heart and mind ..two girl
one is cari & the other is bibi
so i stuck her i at fault now you can say i firlt or wat but tis both gal
i can say i love both them , but wat i did is too much so ,i got to end tis now
both gal i love i i have been with her for one year the other not just look ago ,
both shatter tears for mi but i really donno ,
so part of my story
i don't wish to hurt anyone in this , ya i too much
i a person can't be with two person at the same time
or be with two
there can only be one ,
and yet i stuck with both now , both i love both i care ,
but what is when i don't wish to heart tis wanne i hurt another
when i hurt another in my heart feel like being cut
everytime u shatter tears for mi , it hurt
i don't wanne both to be hurt , or anyone of yoo suffer
for mi , i rather i the one who suffer
so i won't hurt anyone , here now a gal feel like i being use her but no ,
i never had any intend to hurt her at all
i'm sorry ,
another gal yesterday cried , in fact both cry , both shatter with ters ,
and i soft hearted ,
so i was so worry , i can't bring both happiness at all ,
no matter wat i hope yoo will really be with one yoo truly love
i not a person who be deserve to be love at all , i don't deserve to be love by yoo all
, tmr i going to see my PO , hope everything will be fine so tmr no one will go with me
i'll go on my on ,
everyone has it own story , own heart ,
i never meant to be love , i don't deserve to be love at all
by yoo , two .
i was never meant to be love
i hurt both of yoo , the most i hurt was cari
here i truly sorry , i never meant to hurt yoo
yoo both are the gal i love but my heart can't take it no more
yoo both should deserve someone better than mi
i just a useless person ,
i should'nt be love by both of yoo there
there other who better than me,
i sorry for all tis time i hurt yoo both
i really sorry,
now both got ppl jio them ,
so i hope they will really find thier true love
there only one me and
i can't be with yoo two ,
so i hope all the best for yoo two and
i wanne tell yoo both that love yoo
but now i can't love yoo both
cuase it won't be fair
so hopefully tis is the best way
i hope yoo 'll understand me
i did'nt meant to hurt yoo both
i'm really sorry
i 'm sorry to yoo both i guess i'll can't make yoo all happy at all
all i can is give yoo sadness that all
take care
lOveS
xIaO-yU-eR-175
warp speed COLLISION at
7:38 AM
Tuesday, March 20, 2007
Lately I'm so tired
If I took it all I'll warn yoo
I never meant to
If I left yo outside
If yoo ever felt like I'd ignore you
No my life is all yoo
So put your best dress on
And wrap yourself in the arms of mine
Who wants to give yoo all the love yoo want
Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to yoo
Tonight, I'm gonna make love to yoo
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed yoo, baby
Tonight, I dedicate my heart to yoo
Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of yoo
Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss yoo
I don't wanna act like
I know that you'd be mine forever
Though I hope it's forever
Don't want yoo to feel like
I take yoo for granted
Whenever we are together
I could never let yoo go, and I just want yoo to know...
Alone, with the thoughts we share
Keep them strong somehow,
And yoo know, I'll always be there
There was never any doubt, but do yoo know ?
Tell me how yoo feel,
If I ask yoo to hold me tight , to walk tot the crawling night
Will yoo ? yoo know I love yoo still
so i hope yoo know my feeling for yoo gal
i just need more time to soft it out
warp speed COLLISION at
5:42 AM
Friday, March 02, 2007
Has'nt been going to school after the court case return , did'nt have the mood, parent wanne me to re-draw from school , but i don't know , very confess, thet ask me why i still want to study , i told them to get a better furture in furture , to led a easy life , is study that hard i never know , thinking if i don't study what else can i be a gangster forever , that not i want , i want to enjoy my life in furture , so if you all got leave me money behind , is not enough for me to spend till the day i die , i don't want i wanne to own a pud dicso at the root top , that my wish i wanne to own a disco at the root top , i going to work hard for my wish , it sound imposible but i going to do it , when the age of 21 to 25 i going to open a dicso at root top , haha i going to open it mark my word , i going to open a disco at the root top , it going to be a window , with spraking light , and hi fi sytem till the whole room is tembling , i going to open it i sure of it i going to name club 21 , for all 21 and above person , expect for some spceail person in my heart , do i need a cetfigate to own a shop , all i need is money to open it . i may not be a million air now but when i grown up i going to earn lot of money for my family , i now i haf my parent to support mi , and my girlfrenz* in furture to support mi
i may not haf the money but i sure know my parent got ,if i don't stuy now i afarid next time i won't be able to make my wish and dream come true so i going to study hard for my dream & wish
this song is for her*
Daniel Powter
(Love You Lately)
You packed your last two bags.
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.
So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.
I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.
girl no matter where yoo are
yoo can always turn to mi
i will always be here for yoo
till the end of time i will still be here for yooLabels: has'nt being going to school
warp speed COLLISION at
7:13 PM