Baby I will wait for you*Are you* that afriad of me?

Saturday, January 13, 2007

gal i sorry for everything i done , i know something i done something wrong , and i here to accpet all punishment , i don't mind going in spend the days in RTC , but yoo are the most worry i know i can't live on without yoo , i know yoo say this is not your punishment to me ,this is the punishment i did to myself ,i know tihs is the punishment i did to myself , i know my day are number , i know even if i go in yoo would'nt shall any tears for me no more , cause i hurt yoo too much , i sorry , i felt i really should go in and be punish , everything i do , each punch i hit on ppl , they are hurt , but they are not hurt than how i hurt yoo , the hurt i hurt yoo , is deeper then any punish i give to others , i should be the one that get hurt , i know , in your heart , i don't exist that much like i use to , , or i don't exist in your heart no more , i can see from your face yoo , don't love me no more like how i us to ,, i know i a firlt i know, what i did , is not just saying sorry will do , i know no matter how many sorry i say it won't help me out , cause i lie to , not once but a number of time , i can never forgive myself , for lieing and doing this , i know ishould be , i should go in ,three in RTC , may meant nothing to yoo anymore but i will , never lie to yoo , ever again , i marks my word from today onwards i winson quek yang sen , NRIC S9014713G , will nevr say any lie ,will never hurt yoo once more, FORM 13 january 2007 , i will never lie to yoo ever again , if i was to let me be , punish by law by law , i will go in and never ever come out to face yoo ever agin , i will spend my life in RTC for life , i know yoo may treat all this as words , but i winson quek yang sen ,NRIC S9014713G , treat this matter serious , i don't know how yoo eel , maybe yoo won't ever be sorry for me going in , maybe yoo wish i go in and nevr come out ever again to see yoo , i don't know , but i want to tell yoo , even if i go in yoo still be the one i most worry for , i know maybe i in your heart has died , but yoo are in my heart and i love yoo Carissa lum pei yun,i know in your heart i does'nt exist much , i maybe replace , our memory , in my heart will never be replace , i really want to prove to yoo , once more i , have change , but i know yoo will say it just word, not action , i will prove to yoo , i know , yoo won't wait for me ever agin even if i change , yoo will still treat me the same person i use to be , i don't mond , cause this time i will stay , i won't go running away , i will prove to yoo , yoo are my true love , yoo are'nt not a toy of mine , yoo are my love , my treasure, i lost this treasure once i won't lost it twice , i will protect my treasure , i won;t let it come to any harm , i won't hurt i won't lie to it , i know it hard to let this treasure know i have change, i thin thought every word i say , every lies i make to her , why must lie , am i afarid to tell her the true , well now i won't ever lie to her no more , in my heart i know i love , so i won't not ever lie to yoo once more , i sure i made up my mind , even if i go , i still won't ever lie to her , this punishment i made for myself , i know my number,it won't be long , for me to go in , it maybe even before the july holiaday , i know my number are up , i know there is only a slim chance for me to not go in , but i don't know what will i do if i ever go in , i know my days will be fill with darkness , the day of darkness is when yoo leave me , yoo re my light , i know i not as strong , i can face the fact i losing , i know even if i go in yoo won't choice me even again , cause no one will choice someone that hurt her so much , ever if he have change , will thing change , that i a bad boy , it won't be long for me to go in , i know sometime when we did something we have to asnwer for it , i know when i go in i will miss yoo even deeper than ever before , when the day i in cell i can feel yoo are in my mind , yoo are th gal i love , when i when to court three , yoo are in my mind alone , i was afirad to go in and never even going to see yoo once more, i can face the punishment , but i can;'t face i losing yoo i , afaird i won't be able to see yoo ever agin if i go in , i know three years in there , your feeling for me will change , maybe now yoo did'nt ever haf that strong feeling for me, but i want to tell yoo when i in court and cell, my love grow stronger for yoo , my love when deeper for yoo , maybe not even till chinese new year , i will go in , but i don't care about chinese new year i care is two day from chinese new year , it is your birthday , i maybe won't be able to celebrate it with yoo no more , i know i will disapoint yoo if i go in , i sorry , if i did'nt go in i will celebrate your birthday , for yoo , maybe yoo don't even wish to celebrate with me , i don't know but , i know i will prepare your present before i go in the white bear i say, i will get i so yoo don't have to worry i won't celebrate your birthday , i will get yoo your present , for yoo , before i go in ,i sorry all this time i hurt yoo , i sorry i really know my mistake , i know yoo may say it too late but nope i will never give up i will never , give up on yoo , i will return to the winson yoo love , maybe by than yoo don't love me , but i don't care , i will still change back cause i know i love yoo carissa

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