Baby I will wait for you*Are you* that afriad of me?

Friday, May 25, 2007

i don't know wheater will yoo be able to see this post i write it , this is after a aruge we had when yoo hang the phone , and i was'nt able to all yoo , yoo know i wanted to yoo , yoo something , i wanted to say , i'm sorry for my past i know i use to treart yoo how, i know i say awful word last time , when i was with the who , i know i lie before but now i did'nt , and i never even thing of using yoo all this if i was i would'nt have call yoo all this , ya i know till now yoo don't trust me at all yoo still think of something bad about me , i donno how to make yoo trust m again , but if this is what yoo thing i can, say nothing else , yoo did'nt know how i feel , how worry i am yoo just thought everything your way , did yoo even try ti understand my feeling my thought ,

when yoo aruge with your parnent my did'nt yoo call your bf and call mi and show mi atttude , why did i still help yoo talk to the who , cause i love yoo and care for yoo , but yoo treat me as what , i never thought of all this did'nt thought yoo would do this , so now yoo thinking i using yoo , what for i nneed to use yoo , forget it when yoo show me attuide i never even what , when yoo were sad all this i never even what i try my best to cheer yoo up , when yoo were stress i try way to help yoo , and yoo call this using yoo , wow good i got use by yoo than yoo say i use yoo ,

yoo can forget about me going in all this cause yoo need not worry ,or what anymore , yoo don't need to like think about it ,cause i go in is me not yoo , ya yoo were right when i go in yoo with me also no use ya . if this call love i got nothing to say

but think for yyourself first , who was thee for yoo this few day , i was , did i turn agaisnt yoo and walk away no i did , i let yoo vent your anger at me , and i help to think about how to rest yoo from yoo stress and yoo think i am using yoo ,how could this happen to me , when i love yoo and wanne give yoo happiness , that when yoo think i using yoo ,

so 10 days meant nothing ya yoo nneed not spent it with me i rather be alone and die alone , already cause when i try to change yoo think i using yoo , when i love yoo ,yoo think i use yoo , like that i rather be alone in that case , i rather be single , if i even not go in i allso will not ubtil thing gotr solve than we say

i now did everything cause i love yoo , but yoo think that i wanne use yoo , yoo're wrong yoo don't trust me i got nothing to say cause of last time , but if there ain't trust between each other there wpn't be love or what anymore and there won't be a new begin .

think for yourself first , everyone got say lie but they change k, and if yoo think for yourself only there won't be happiness yoo know ma i been thinking about yoo onlly and worry about yoo , but yoo never seen to worry or think about me , do yoo think yoo are the only oerson that stress yoo are wring yoo think i have no stress , yoo think leaving 10 day ain't stress ma all this study all this , nvm just forget about ,
i was wrong i thought we could be together once more but yoo show me that we can't cause there no trust , care and yoo did'nt even thhink for mi doing something ,

let me say i can choice not to stay all tis yoo noe ma, but cause yoo last time make me think we can betogether once more that why i stay but now yoo making it belive the wrong person , yoo are right i go in also not your problem anymore i die or what need not yoo to care ,i was wrong to put in all my heart agaib for yoo i was wrong to fall deeper in love with yoo when yoo did'nt at all , i was wrong thought i couldr epay my mistake and change idid everything cause one three simple word i love yoo , with all my heart my love for yoo my pure than even before ,yoo make me belive the wrong person yoo did'nt wanne us to be togetheer obce more

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